Friday, June 11, 2004

Been busy these days, else I'd have more updates and long-due articles up here. No, busy is not quite the word. Pre-occupied is. The AFUA incident, the AFUA issue still dogs me every (sub)conscious moment. It is the slight hesitation when I reach for the toothbrush to start a new day, the short wince I make before eating lunch, the small stab of pain when I mash my thumb down too hard on the bus-stopping bell. Like a little imp plaguing, debilitating my mind, it is hindering me from discharging my other duties to my other organizations. Not good at all.

God willing, all shall be laid to rest this Sunday. Lord knows I’m trying and will try to keep it non-confrontational, but if push comes to shove (hopefully not literally) I can only pray this: Lord, may the right prevail. Whoever is right.

In other news, I still find it hard not to think a most nasty and ungrateful thought when I hear of others’ lives, namely: “Good lord, your life’s better than mine.”